Just inspired and touched to tears after watching a bible study DVD on the Holy Spirit- Francis Chan-- oh do I need more God listening and simply God doing in my life!! I need to get out of my comfort zone and get into God's zone!! I need my kids to know that serving God is tough and crazy and scary but amazingly worth it-- I need our family to go on a mission and I need to get intentional about small
Mission experiences--

My works is pretty comfy right now w great husband house healthy kids-- almost tidy- with regular stresses-- boy do I need to be shaken up- it's not so comfy fir SO many people and boy do I easily forget that in my comfy life!! Ugh I need to serve- not for my pride to say I served but to get my hands and feet DIRTY in God's will rather than experience His favor--
I know know know that my deepest suffering has purpose so why not be a part of another persons suffering-- why do I choose " comfy" over dirty for God??
I want to commit to abandoning myself less and be reckless for Jesus-- I want to be a passionary as Bob Goff once said-- for Jesus!!
I love you Lord, I truly do- will you teach me sone next steps to live boldly not quietly for you- I'm interested!!!
I have longed to DO something BIG for God on a large scale and ironically I have not been bold enough to even start on a smaller scale really-- use me Lord and humble my heart tonight so tomorrow upon waking there is LESS of me , and mote of you in my thoughts.
Kids: this is it- the great expedition- listening to the holy spirit enough to RISK it all when the stakes are high- for Jesus--
It's time-- I have been comfy a little too long...
I have peace knowing my purpose- now it's my job to get out there with my kids and DO IT!!
Xoxo

Heather Heggie
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